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on a wall at the avocado festival carpinteria, ca october 2010

i miss the summer, especially when work and life take over.  i need to have time to pray, to write, to think...

and i miss my 29 yo for no apparent reason other than he was sweet.

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im done with the irish.

he will be coming back soon, i feel it, but i dont want to be a part of his life.  he sent me a few emails yesterday that scared me because hes looking for something im not.

i just want the inspiration, but i allow myself to think that i want a relationship.

lets face it.  we are too different.

im going to bed now.  the avocado festival yesterday was fun, but im tired.

night, y'all.